life through Death

tomorrow is enrollment day. that basically means that school is just around the corner; and that i'm way off track.

i'm still not right with God. it's not His fault obviously. it's mine. i'm slacking. i'm slacking so much! and, honestly, taking it slow is not helping. i should really take a big LEAP. an enormous LEAP. even my dubbed "spiritual retreat" in beautiful Baguio City did not help.

i'm a failure.

argh.

dear friends,
please pray for me.

dear Lord,
please stay with me.

dear me,
please become less material and more... a WHOLE LOT more spiritual.

sigh.